I haven't heard from Chris in 11 days which is the longest that we have ever gone without some sort of communication. I just worry so much, I wish that I could have the reassurance that everything is going fine with him. I'm just so tired and worried that I'm fried and I really don't even care about school at this point. I just want the semester to be over with so that I can try to sleep and relax and life can go back to normal... or at least get a little bit closer to what normal was.
I think that Ele thinks Chris is never going to come home. She has stopped responding to his name, or his voice on the TV. It makes me sad, but at least on of us has been able to accept this distance thing. I wish that I could block it off like she does. I just have to keep taking everything day by day. Just keep swimming...
Well, this is a depressing post. I write all of my happy stuff in emails to Chris and then the sad stuff is just left over and I have nothing to do with it. I don't want him to get sad emails, so that just leaves this blog that no one will really ever read, which works for me. Hopefully this weekend I can get some more unpacking done, and maybe even get some scrapbooking/crafts done as well. I have a bunch of stuff to make by the mail drop next week. I should really be working on that instead of this. Tomorrow's a new day though, and hopefully it will be better than today.
